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“When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach so
She ran away in her sleep
and dreamed of
Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise
Every time she closed her eyes…”

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I have been patiently waiting for this video to come out, who knew it would be so depressing? I was hoping it would be a happy video about finding new love in a happy place, but yeah, it’s not. Prrrreeeetty intense and a nice reminder of what I would never, ever want in a relationship.

Rihanna’s newest video shows us the crazy dark side of relationships that happens when two people, possessed by one another’s personal demons and weaknesses, fall in love, but they’re eventually forced to fall apart because of how bad things get. Love the song sooo much still, and I do really like the video, it was interesting to say the least, but not for this what seemed to be happy song. Her and her boyfriend scare me in this, a lot. Druggie, possessive love? Not cool.

And PS- word to the world: if drugs are involved, it’s not love.

It’s like you’re screaming and no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important that without them you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless. Like nothing can save you. And when its over, when it’s gone, you almost wish you could have all that bad stuff back, so that you could have the good.

Yellow diamonds in the light

And we’re standing side by side

As your shadow crosses mine

What it takes to come alive

It’s the way i’m feeling i just can’t deny

But i’ve gotta let it go

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Octobers very own. Now playing… Drake ~ Headlines

Drake ~ Headlines (Official Video) from OctobersVeryOwn on Vimeo.

“I might be too strung out on compliments, overdosed on confidence
Started not to give a fuck, and stop fearing the consequence
Drinking every night, because we drink to my accomplishments…”

Faded way too long, I’m floating in and out of consciousness
And they saying I’m back, I’d agree with that
I just take my time with all this shit, I still believe in that
I had someone tell me I fell off, oh I needed that
And they want to see me pick back up, well, where’d I leave it at
I know I exaggerated things now I got it like that
Tuck my napkin in my shirt, because I’m just mobbing like that
You know good and well that you don’t want a problem like that
You gone make someone around me catch a body like that
No, don’t do it, please don’t do it
Because one of us goes in, and we all go through it
And Drizzy got the money, so Drizzy gone pay it
Those my brothers I ain’t even got to say it
That’s just something they know

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