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  • January11th

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    One of my favorite songs right now, love love big boss Ross and of course Nicki. The songs been out for about 3 months now but I still love it :)

    Now Playing: All she needs, a-a-a-a-all she needs is a boss on my level who provides her every need.

    Rick Ross -
    In a world of so many, baby girl, you are that one
    I deserve that, I deserve you

    [Nicki Minaj - Hook]
    I’ll do anything that you say
    Anything cause you the boss
    You the boss, you you you the boss man

    [Rick Ross - Verse 1]
    Rozay a born stunna, I could blow money
    50 when I’m shopping, that ain’t no money
    I got my jeans saggin’, money stuffed in ‘em
    I got 40 whips, way too much in ‘em
    I need me a queen, I need me a dime
    Living this fast life: just show me a sign
    I’m a G, Im-Im-Im-I’m a G, took her from the lame
    Put her on that condo on that beach
    All she needs, a-a-a-a-all she needs
    Is a boss on my level who provides her every need
    All I fiend is a queen in my presence
    I can hold until I die a couple G’s in my bezel
    I’m a boss

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  • December22nd

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    I love Christina Perri, she’s the perfect mix of bad girl meets good girl. She makes me want tats, not really, but they’re cute on her :) Anyway, this song is nothing new, but I heard it on the radio today and it reminded me how much I love it.

    Now Playing: Christina Perri Arms

    “The world is coming down on me and I can’t find a reason to be loved. I never wanna leave you but I can’t make you bleed if I’m alone. You put your arms around me, and I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go.”

    I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
    But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

    You put your arms around me
    And I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go
    You put your arms around me and I’m home

    How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around
    I can’t decide if I’ll let you save my life or if I’ll drown

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  • November16th

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    Now playing…

    “When she was just a girl
    She expected the world
    But it flew away from her reach so
    She ran away in her sleep
    and dreamed of
    Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise
    Every time she closed her eyes…”

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  • November7th

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    I am obsessed with Florence :) Now playing…

    “And I’m damned if I do and damned if I don’t. So here’s to drinks in the dark at the end of my road. And I’m ready to suffer and I’m ready to hope. It’s a shot in the dark and right at my throat.”

    Regrets collect like old friends
    Here to relive your darkest moments
    I can see no way, I can see no way
    And all of the ghouls come out to play

    And every demon wants his pound of flesh
    But I like to keep some things to myself
    I like to keep my issues strong
    It’s always darkest before the dawn

    And I’ve been a fool and I’ve been blind
    I can never leave the past behind
    I can see no way, I can see no way
    I’m always dragging that horse around

    Our love is past, it’s such a mournful sound
    Tonight I’m gonna bury that horse in the ground
    So I like to keep my issues strong
    But it’s always darkest before the dawn
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  • October24th

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    I have been patiently waiting for this video to come out, who knew it would be so depressing? I was hoping it would be a happy video about finding new love in a happy place, but yeah, it’s not. Prrrreeeetty intense and a nice reminder of what I would never, ever want in a relationship.

    Rihanna’s newest video shows us the crazy dark side of relationships that happens when two people, possessed by one another’s personal demons and weaknesses, fall in love, but they’re eventually forced to fall apart because of how bad things get. Love the song sooo much still, and I do really like the video, it was interesting to say the least, but not for this what seemed to be happy song. Her and her boyfriend scare me in this, a lot. Druggie, possessive love? Not cool.

    And PS- word to the world: if drugs are involved, it’s not love.

    It’s like you’re screaming and no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important that without them you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless. Like nothing can save you. And when its over, when it’s gone, you almost wish you could have all that bad stuff back, so that you could have the good.

    Yellow diamonds in the light

    And we’re standing side by side

    As your shadow crosses mine

    What it takes to come alive

     

    It’s the way i’m feeling i just can’t deny

    But i’ve gotta let it go

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  • October12th

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    I love Jay Z and Kanye’s new album Watch the Throne, 758 years later I finally downloaded it off iTunes. Pretty sure I spent the rest of the afternoon bumpin it thinkin’ I was Jay Z, texting everyone the lyrics of my favorite parts. If you haven’t picked it up yet, ya should.

    Now playing… (bc it’s the only song to have a Youtube so far)…

    Kanye West, Jay-Z – Otis 

    LYRICS:
    [Jay-Z]
    Sounds so soulful don’t you agree
    I invented swag
    Poppin bottles putting supermodels in the cab
    Proof
    I guess I got my swagger back
    Truth: new watch alert, Hublot’s
    Or the big face Rollie I got two of those
    Arm out the window through the city I’m a
    Cock back, snap back
    See my gut through the holes

    [Kanye West]
    Damn Weezy and Hov,
    Where ya been?
    Talkin real reckless stuntman
    I adopted these bitches
    Now I’m bout to make them tuck they whole summer in
    They say I’m crazy but I’m bout to go dumb again
    They aint see me cause I pulled up in my other Benz
    Last week I was in my other other Benz
    Throw your diamonds up cause we in this bitch and up again

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  • October5th

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    Octobers very own. Now playing… Drake ~ Headlines

     

    Drake ~ Headlines (Official Video) from OctobersVeryOwn on Vimeo.

     

    “I might be too strung out on compliments, overdosed on confidence
    Started not to give a fuck, and stop fearing the consequence
    Drinking every night, because we drink to my accomplishments…”

    Faded way too long, I’m floating in and out of consciousness
    And they saying I’m back, I’d agree with that
    I just take my time with all this shit, I still believe in that
    I had someone tell me I fell off, oh I needed that
    And they want to see me pick back up, well, where’d I leave it at
    I know I exaggerated things now I got it like that
    Tuck my napkin in my shirt, because I’m just mobbing like that
    You know good and well that you don’t want a problem like that
    You gone make someone around me catch a body like that
    No, don’t do it, please don’t do it
    Because one of us goes in, and we all go through it
    And Drizzy got the money, so Drizzy gone pay it
    Those my brothers I ain’t even got to say it
    That’s just something they know

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  • August25th

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    Loveee this song, but the video??? Pretty intense. In Lil Wayne’s new video, “How to Love”, Wayne reminds us how wildly important parenting is, it truly makes all the difference in a child’s life and how they turn out. Who they become, what they stand for, what their goals are, what they’ll sacrifice for money, etc. It also shows us how so very different life can turn out based on the parents you are given and the decisions we are all forced to make. One wrong choice, can lead you down one wrong road, that leaves you with a life time of misery.

    The video ends both sad and happy, def makes you think a lot about what path to take in life. I am thankful I have a strong set of morals and goals, because I can’t imagine having her first life. It was so sad to see the “inside perspective” of the life of a prostitute or stripper. Not as glamorous as some pretend it is. Behind all those girls are awful truths and it’s disgusting that people still contribute to their demise.

    Thoughts?